Don’t get me wrong I wanted out, like caged lion out but I was nervous. This is a baby a living human being not like Megabyte who was 6 weeks when we got him and after 3 days I begged Steve to take him back where he came from (which we didn’t). There was no … [Read more…]
While I’m sure it seems great to have a baby in 45 minutes, it’s a lot to happen in such a short period of time. Hormones are a bitch and releasing them all at once is something you do when you have a csection. Whereas a natural birth you have all that time for the … [Read more…]
I have no words nor could I ever attempt to try and describe the emotions that happen when you hear your baby cry for the first time. Every feeling you ever had in your life just runs though you. When Xander was taken out he was PISSED. I know he was so nice and comfy … [Read more…]
Steve was told it would be 5 minutes and he would be in with me. I didn’t like that he couldn’t come in with me from the start because I was officially nervous and scared. So they roll me into the operating room. It was nothing like what you see on TV, it felt too … [Read more…]
I wish I would have written this down while everything was happening but here it is as I remember it. I wasn’t nervous or maybe I was I don’t know Steve would know better. The hospital is less than 15 minutes from our house. We got there on time which was good. We checked in … [Read more…]
It was a great thing that it was Bike Week because that meant Anthony would be staying with us which is always a good time and this time he brought a friend (who I must say I thought was going to be a douche base on his crappy Facebook picture) who turned out to be … [Read more…]
At 39 week appointment we went to the Doc same routine as the previous appointment except this time I was less than the head of a needle dilated. Doc walks out and I start to cry. Steve tries to console me but I’m so irritated, sad and pissed off all at the same time that … [Read more…]
At first it was natural no drugs just balls to the walls pushing. At our birthing class I found out that our hospital offered walking epidural this would allow me to feel no pain but still be able to sit in the shower, walk and bounce on the ball. I guess what’s important to remember … [Read more…]
Pregnancy was agreeable with me I think. I enjoyed being pregnant up until about 30 weeks. I also felt like I was never alone and I’m not going to lie I enjoyed the attention. I loved feeling him inside me and kicking me that was the BEST! Once I knew I was pregnant, I called … [Read more…]
The week before I knew I felt strange, wasn’t hungry and felt light headed but of course the biggest thing was I was so tired I didn’t even want to play Call of Duty LOL. On the way to work on July 6, 2011 I stopped by the store and picked up a test (honestly … [Read more…]