Saying Goodbye to 2016

While waiting for the ball to drop for 2016 I told myself that 2016 would be my year. My year to really look at myself and make the changes that I needed to get myself back to me. Being a stay at home mom is hard and I felt myself being left behind by the … [Read more…]

Milestones

  Well, we are officially parents! Ok so that might sound weird but there are milestones in life and they are all over the place. You turn 16 you get you driver’s license, 18 and you can vote, go clubbing and buy cigarettes, 21 you get to drink, and finally the big 25 and now … [Read more…]

I had a Miscarriage Yesterday

SATURDAY JULY 11, 2015 after going to the ER and finding out I was miscarrying I don’t know how to feel after the news of my miscarriage. The dumb thing is I never thought it would happen to me and then it did and now I’m part of the statistic that 1 and 3 pregnancies … [Read more…]

I Never Wanted a GIRL!

Girls, what can you say about them? Yup, I’m one of them but I’ve never been “one of them”. The ones that talk behind your back and are so mean “those girls”. I’ve been around them all my life and never liked a one of them. Sure I had girl friends in school but once … [Read more…]

Riding the Bull

Have you ever ridden a bull, like a real bull or even an electronic one? Yeah, well, I haven’t but I know the premise; you hold on for dear life so that you don’t fall off. I find that changing Xander’s diaper has become just like trying to ride a bull. He flips, he flops, … [Read more…]

7 Months

Xander turned 7 months yesterday. Time keeps ticking by and he is just growing and becoming smarter and smarter every day. Sleeping: He is doing GREAT, goes to bed at 8:45-9:00 wakes at 9:00am sometimes a little later. Once he is awake we let him play in his crib for a little bit. Gives us … [Read more…]

THE BACK STORY

We always wanted children but before we had one we wanted to make sure we got to do what we wanted first. I would never want to bring a baby into the world and end up resenting it because I was still selfish and never got to do my own thing.  We never let the … [Read more…]

***WARNING***

This is MY blog and I’m just telling you now it will include controversy, cursing, grossness, sex, love, rock and roll, anger, madness, sadness, laughs and tears. If you know me then you are already prepared for a reaction of “OMG I can’t believe she said that”. If you don’t know me than trust me, … [Read more…]