At 39 week appointment we went to the Doc same routine as the previous appointment except this time I was less than the head of a needle dilated. Doc walks out and I start to cry. Steve tries to console me but I’m so irritated, sad and pissed off all at the same time that … [Read more…]
At first it was natural no drugs just balls to the walls pushing. At our birthing class I found out that our hospital offered walking epidural this would allow me to feel no pain but still be able to sit in the shower, walk and bounce on the ball. I guess what’s important to remember … [Read more…]
Pregnancy was agreeable with me I think. I enjoyed being pregnant up until about 30 weeks. I also felt like I was never alone and I’m not going to lie I enjoyed the attention. I loved feeling him inside me and kicking me that was the BEST! Once I knew I was pregnant, I called … [Read more…]
The week before I knew I felt strange, wasn’t hungry and felt light headed but of course the biggest thing was I was so tired I didn’t even want to play Call of Duty LOL. On the way to work on July 6, 2011 I stopped by the store and picked up a test (honestly … [Read more…]
We always wanted children but before we had one we wanted to make sure we got to do what we wanted first. I would never want to bring a baby into the world and end up resenting it because I was still selfish and never got to do my own thing. We never let the … [Read more…]
This is MY blog and I’m just telling you now it will include controversy, cursing, grossness, sex, love, rock and roll, anger, madness, sadness, laughs and tears. If you know me then you are already prepared for a reaction of “OMG I can’t believe she said that”. If you don’t know me than trust me, … [Read more…]